Monday, September 01, 2008
im like so sian... work's sian... life's sian... hais... wadever la...
i feel excited abt the upcoming Genting trip simply because i really do feel like just taking a break frm everything and forget all my worries... but the person im gg with... not too excited abt tt... it's like one wrong move, and everything tt i have worked hard to maintain will b gone with the wind~! life's just so complicated...
just now managed to msn xx... it's been a long time since we had a -------------tis-------------- long conversation... hahas... in any case, it was more of me complaining and he reading it... hahas... but it sure was good... complaints gotten off my chest... im kinda frustrated with the person whom im gg genting with simply because if i cannot enjoy the theme park... im so gonna shout! now i sound like a demanding bitch... but i cannot shout at the person nor nag the person so just let me bitch abt it here can? hais... time flies... everything changes in a blink of the eye... im getting older and naggier... hate the old-ing me... hais...
in any case, xx suggested tt i not go since it's like dangerous... as in dangerous in all aspects... haha... for 1 aspect i pretty much have a plan in place to protect myself but on the other hand, my fear of pple frm the other realm just makes me feel tt the plan wun work... all also DARREN!!!!! he had to scare me by reminding me of the toilet, the room, the hotel, the EVERYTHING!!! argh!! he better watch out man... im so gonna take him down if i do experience anything out of the normal...
okies... now the nxt thing on my to-do list is to recruit some nice person, prefably a guy, to my friend's wedding dinner at JB... it's just so not safe to have 2 girls gg thr... so better to have a guy acc me... but hais... who??!? anyone wanna sign up? free dinner, anyone?!...
okies... lastly, ytd me and mei were talking abt some idiotic stuff... and i realised tt i guess some pple just cannot get over themselves cux im simply too un-presentable or rather not pretty enuf? hais... give up hope... im who im... i look the way i look and i guess it wun change in the v near future unless im rich and am able to do plastic surgery... so no matter wad... just pls accept me for who im and not leave me hanging thr cux u cannot get over yourself... it just goes to show how superficial and how fake the whole thing is...
Ooo yeah... gotta mention! Darren is so freaking cute!! as in not now, but when he was just a young little toddler!!! so cute!! fat fat and so happily smiling!! haha... my sis took out to let me and my mum see and we were like argh!! so cute!! he nvr change!! ahaha... n my dad was like kinda dun really rmb how he look like... hahas... so funny... how can my dad forget how my sis's bf looks like? actually i kinda did also... but sheeeesh!! =p
*note to self: rmb to get Wall E, Chris Brown, Jason Mraz frm xx in 2 wks time when he finally get to smell the air of freedom... *evil me!* hahahas... =p
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